Losing All Common Sense

I hate you coz ignoring me

but i miss all the moment with you..even only for a while

i don't have a courage to staring at your eyes..coz my eyes would tell the truth about every thing
i don't expecting we've meet..so a lot of easier for me to forget you

honestly i'm crazy about you..i'm losing all common sense

his Yearning..

listen to his hum

his chest tremble enormous,sincerely

each word absorbed in his heart not in the head
a thousand time those lyrics pronounced
never expected for tangible retaine
dedicated specially to owner's of his heart
black until grey hairs all over his head
never bored even giving the truly meaning word of yearning

to express his yearning to Him self

each bellows of his breathing..

dibawah pohon

Matahari siang bersinar terang
Dikaki bukit hijau
Berbaring dibawah sebatang pohon besar rindang
Seorang diri

Beralaskan rerumputan hijau.

Sesekali sinar mentari menyelinap di celah-celah dedaunan rimbun menyilaukan mata.

menghabiskan waktu membaca romansa percintaan ditemani lagu kenangan dari radio
membawa kembali semua angan, harapan indah masa remaja
Dan berapa banyak yang bisa kita wujudkan saat ini?

Menatap awan berjalan perlahan di luasnya langit biru tanpa batas
Memindahkan keluh kesah, kesukaran, beban hidup jauh dari pikiran.
sementara
hanya menikmati suasana saat ini

Kicau burung bersenandung, bisikan angin pada alam. ilalang bergoyang ditiup angin
Elang terbang bebas di langit tanpa beban
Angin sepoi diwajah menina bobo kan.
Bersyukur atas kehidupan ini..

a letter For FREEDOM human right..

just hate dictator leaders..

in this earth every human being have the right to life freedom, do what ever they wanna do
With full responsible and based on law,
have the right for better future, a peace for us and our children
equality opportunity to be a leader, don't let corrupt leaders take away that right.
Leaders have access to military army..
weapon versus naked hands?? Unbalance isn't?
Society only have ability together , yealing for fair justice..

leaders using Army
and society do nothing but facing theirs dead

your and alliance troops can not Attacking a nation..fatatic..
Democracy can not build based on Power
it's true society need a help but gun will kill so many innocent people,

want to killed militery army?
because doing their job..may be deepdown in their heart they don't want to protect the leaders..but they can't coz responsibility duty..

be wise leaders..
trying hold on power sacrifice your sociaty describing you are not Good leaders!..
just move out let it freedom democracy grow up,

Keep away your and alliance troops you are not a Police of this world..
let every nation decide their own right without gunfire..

we are Human not an animal
we could talk not killing each others life is precious..

FOR FREEDOM HUMAN RIGHT

Kerinduannya

Dengarkan dia bersenandung.

Dadanya bergetar hebat,
Tulus.
Tiap kata diresapinya di hati bukan di kepala.
Ribuan kali lirik-lirik itu dilafalkannya
Tak pernah mengharapkan imbalan berwujud.
Dipersembahkan khusus buat pemilik hatinya.
Rambut hitam sampai uban diseluruh kepalanya.
Tak pernah bosan bahkan memberikan arti kata kerinduan sesungguhnya.

Mengungkapkan kerinduannya pada diriNya.

Setiap hembusan nafasnya..

Separation..

The sky covered by grey clouds

But i'm not expecting for the rainfall
Let my lake dried up become desert arid

Let the sun never rise
In the eternal darkness so i don't have to percieve you

Let eternal deafen blotted out your tidings

Far away my foot steps have to run but i can't,
This rumble i can not crush down
I'm trying hard and surrender this time
Would you help me?

If love is the reason to possess then hate is the reason to forget

If encounter giving a hope
Then properly separation end it all

We can begin with ignoring each other

Perpisahan..

Langit berselimut awan kelabu

Tapi Aku tak berharap turunnya hujan
Biarkanlah danauku mengering menjadi gurun pasir gersang.

Biarlah sang surya tak pernah terbit dalam kegelapan abadi agar aku tak harus melihatmu.

Biarkan ketulian abadi menghapus kabarmu.

Jauh sudah langkahku berlari tapi aku tak mampu, gemuruh ini tak mampu ku redam.
Aku sudah berusaha keras dan menyerah kali ini
Maukah kau membantuku?..

Jika cinta adalah alasan untuk memiliki maka membenci adalah alasan untuk melupakan..

Jika perjumpaan memberikan harapan maka sepantasnya perpisahan mengakhiri semuanya..

Bisa dimulai dengan saling mengabaikan

A White Rose

A white rose so graceful
Just blossom, smell so good
Hushed
Exceptional

Very tempting to picked
To set it down into best place
Make it remain fragrant and blossom
Keep it only for yourself
Forever..

But you're too afraid of the sharp spines will wound you
And then bloody red will stain the whiteness
Or one by one petals will wilted
Fall and die in the end
Uneternity your Hope

So a lot of easier just staring out at the beauty
Leave perfect fantasy stay on your head
Make you're smile just thinking of
But only for a while and then ignore it
Forever..

Sarang lebah di Pohon tua

Pohon tua besar menatap kabut lembab, sinar kuning keemasan mentari sore, kaki pelangi indah yang menghilang diujung lembah tanpa ekspresi, nelangsa

Bulan dan matahari bergantian menyinari bumi.
Lihatla awan putih tak melunturkan birunya langit

Pohon kecil sudah berbuah lebat, burung-burung bersarang dipangkal cabangnya, bahkan benalu lebat tak menggangu kemesraan mereka bersama.
Cemburu..

Ketiadaannya hanya akan menyisakan ruang kosong yang akan segera digantikan benih baru, tanpa menyadari kehilangan dirinya.

Lebah pekerja mencari sarang bagi sang ratu
Si pohon menghindari sarang lebah, tak sudi.
Masih banyak batang kecil, pendek, rimbun yang mungkin bersedia, jangan aku.
Getah lengket, batang lapuk tanpa bunga tak berbuah tak menahan otak dungu lebah bersarang
"Jangan salahkan aku!"

Guyuran hujan lebat, gemulai topan berdansa justru membulatkan tekatnya.

Meranggas, kering berguguran tanpa daun
Membantu terik sengat mentari
Tak mematahkan terbang sayap prajurit mencari tempat memuaskan sang ratu, sang pemalas si tukang tidur.

Mungkin hamparan matahari langsung bisa menciutkan tekadnya?
Tapi kasihan anak-anak lebah yang masih bening.

Mungkin sedikit dedaunan rimbun perlindungan teraman bagi sangkar.
Menyembunyikan kebahagiaan dari panas petir kehampaan awan mendung dengki.

Pohon mengucapkan kata menyerah.

Sarang menawarkan sejuta madu manis kebaikan bagi semut, burung, beruang, bayi manusia.
Batang takkan patah, membusuk tersakiti hanya karena ditumpangi.
"Bahkan sengatmu takkan meninggalkan bekaskan?"

Tak ada gunanya bersombong diri.
Liatla ilalang bersedia dirangkai, bahkan halilintar rela menahan kilatan menghanguskan seperti pucukku waktu itu.

Tanpa sadar pohon senang memiliki teman berbicara, berbagi mengisi kesunyian tanpa cerita.

Sayangnya kokoh batang menjulang takkan menghalangi manusia dewasa serakah mencuri manisnya harapan kebaikan alam.
Membakarnya, merusak sarangnya, membunuh sang ratu
Mengusir lebah-lebah lainnya meninggalkan sarang kosong

Membiarkan pohon kembali sendiri bersama ranting-ranting yang patah.
Sekujur batangnya dilukai sewaktu memanjat keatas.

Sisa-sisa madu manis legit menetes disekujur kulit pohon yang sempat mati rasa..

Sekuntum Mawar Putih

Sekuntum mawar putih itu begitu anggun.
Baru saja mekar, harum baunya
Menenangkanmu.
Istimewa

Sangat menggoda untuk dipetik
Meletakannya ditempat terbaik
Membuatnya tetap harum dan mekar
Menyimpannya hanya untuk dirimu sendiri
Selamanya..

Tapi kau terlalu takut duri tajamnya melukaimu
Lalu merah darah akan menodai putihnya
Atau satu per satu kelopak bunga layu, gugur kemudian mati
Tak seabadi anganmu

Jadi lebih mudah menatapi keindahannya, membiarkan imaginasi sempurna berada dikepala.
Membuatmu tersenyum bahagia memikirkannya.
Tapi hanya untuk sesaat kemudian mengabaikannya
Selamanya..

" A Little Boy"

His Daddy left him since he was born.
His mother working scavenged garbage earn for living.
They are poor people.

At rickety hut, upon bed without mattress he lay down fall asleep alone.

Accomponied by milk bottle and teddy bears on his arms, replacing warm of his mother arms.

Occasionally nightmare wake him up.
He'll crying loudly, and staring at his teddy bears.
Reminded his mother whisper "Don't be naughty or crying".
He'll hold on tightly his teddy bears trying back on sleep hoping when he was wake up, his mother arms will hold on him, eventually.

Down at the edge his mother working and crying at the same time remembered her little boy all alone at home.
Her thought said "it's all for us my beloved son, one day you will understand".
Her tears run down drenched on clutched small change money.

A smile carved on his little lips.

This time he were dreaming playing with his dad..

On heaven his daddy get happinest smile saw his little boy fall asleep..

"The Boat"

Had a dream sailing through vast ocean
But every single day the boat have only a chance sailing through small and shallow rivers.
Shipping timber for ship building.

The Boat might be old, leak, rusty, putrefied by time.
Trying hold on came apart crashing brutal waves, fragile.
But timber cargo have to arrive at the edge continue their journey dreamt become large ship.
Have an opportunity taste salty water of the ocean, bright blue.

The real Adventure.

Wandering navigate stars constellations upon in the sky, dashing.
Spreading a new hope.

The boat will be sinking down, forgotten.
Don't be sad.

Deep down under mud the boat will be smiling, happinest.
Finished his destiny successfully completed.
Just like the first time we all created..